I don’t know why but people always get me wrong when I look bright and happy and smile a lot more than I usually do. They think I’m happy because:
- A promotion at work;
- Salary increase;
- I’m about to travel somewhere soon;
- Just had a new bag;
- And so on… except the fact than I’m currently falling in love.
I don’t understand why some people think I’m not interested to fall in love. A colleague once asked to my best friend, “Isn’t she interested to find a man? She’s very dedicated to her work.”
Oh well… of course I do. I really do. I want to find a way back into love but I don’t spend my times wasted just to figure out the things I should do to get a boyfriend anytime soon. I think it explains why people never guess my happiness as an effect of falling in love. Yes, I can be happy with my achievements at work, with my upcoming trips and so on, but sometimes, I’m happy because I’m just falling in love too.
Falling in love makes the hardest days become easier. Make the burdens on my back even lighter. Why? Because it distracts me from the sorrow I’ve got to face in life. It makes my heart feel warm, flutter, it gives me some more things to look forward to. Looking forward to meeting him, to his texts, to his calls… The heartbeat when I saw his name on my screen is just priceless!
When I fall in love, I cherish every little moment I have with him. Even a simple hello will always make my day. A joke will sound twice fun to me if it comes from him. I can’t help myself smiling alone just by remembering our stupid conversations. Call me stupid but I do reread our old conversations when he’s not around, and again, I’m giggling alone like a teenager.
Dressing up and putting some make-up on my face is never as fun as when I know that I will meet him soon. I usually dress up only for myself, but then, the thought of what he will think of me will also count. I will only smile and say thanks when some random guys say I look pretty, but if it’s being said by him, the world has never been as beautiful as that moment.
I have so many reasons to be happy and to be thankful in life, but I won’t deny that falling in love always makes my life even more remarkable than before. There’s nothing can beat the beauty of falling in love.
So guys, next time please make a better guess. If you see me stay calm in the situation that usually drives my rage, if you see my eyes sparkling when I talk, or if you catch me smiling alone when I walk, well… there’s a possibility that I’m in love. I’m not that cold anyway, hehehehe.