Someday I’ll Know

Someday I’ll know…

The reason behind your attention in tiniest details of my life.

The reason behind your cute jealousy once or twice in our history.

The reason why you always listened to every word I ever said.

The reason why you always tried to comfort me.

Until finally… the reason why you suddenly walked out of my life.

 

You used to be my day.

You were the one I told everything I knew.

I knew you like you were a best friend.

But now… you are only somebody that I used to know.

Then again… someday I’ll know what turned us becoming strangers.

Someday I’ll know I was right or wrong.

 

Maybe I took you wrong.

Maybe you only wanted to become a good friend.

But maybe I was right…

Maybe it’s true that I did something wrong.

I did something which killed what you felt inside.

 

Many times have passed me by.

Sometimes I wish I could forget you like you never existed.

But most of the time… deep in my heart… I’m still wondering.

What if I never pushed you away everytime I was afraid?

What if I tried harder?

What if I never let you go?

But once again… someday I’ll know the answers for those questions.

 

I do always wish nothing but the best for you.

I will always remember you as somebody whom I used to love.

Maybe our path will never get crossed again.

Maybe we’ll find our own happily ever after with someone else.

Maybe I will never hear your voice,

Not either seeing your face no more.

But one thing for sure…

I do still believe that someday I’ll know…

Someday I’ll know what we used to have.

And someday, I’ll also know the reason why we never meant to be.

 

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Hingga Nanti Kamu Kembali

 

Tahukah kamu…

Satu menit, satu jam, satu hari…

Tidak akan pernah cukup untuk memberikanmu satu jawaban

 

Namun biarkanlah aku meminta…

Jangan pernah membenciku

Percayalah pada kebesaran hatiku,

Percayalah pada ketulusan kasih sayangku

 

Aku tidak ingin menjadi dilema,

Tidak ingin menjadi beban,

Tidak ingin menjadi bayang-bayang…

Hanya itu yang bisa aku jelaskan

 

Tapi aku tidak akan pernah sepenuhnya pergi

Sama seperti kamu,

Akan tetap kubagi bahagiaku bersamamu

Sama seperti kamu,

Aku tetap ada untuk curahan hatimu

 

Aku hanya tidak bisa selalu bersamamu

Aku ingin kamu kembali hidup tanpa sentuhan kehadiranku

Aku ingin kamu pertahankan cinta,

Ingin kamu mencoba untuk setia

 

Namun bila nanti…

Tak ada lagi orang yang percaya kepadamu,

Tak ada lagi cinta tulus dalam hidupmu,

Kembalilah kepadaku

Hingga nanti kamu mengerti…

Hanya aku tempat kamu melabuhkan hati

Tentang Aku, Kamu, dan Dia

Aku tahu cara mendaki gunung itu

Aku tahu cara merintangi laut nan maha luas itu

Aku juga tahu, bagaimana menyakiti ia yang tak berdosa

Aku tahu aku bisa,

Namun aku adalah aku

Aku tak kan tertawa di atas deritanya

Aku tak bahagia di atas lukanya

Tak kan kunodai harap dan percayanya,

Karena aku adalah aku

Derita pasti kan datang menghampiriku

Luka, air mata, dan kecewa akan hiasi hari esokku

Tapi tak mengapa,

Aku akan bertahan menjadi aku

Bila terus berhembus napasku ini,

Kuyakin bahagia akan kembali menghampiririku

Aku tak meminta balas budi,

Ku hanya percaya Tuhan selalu ada bersama denganku

Kuyakin Ia maha melihat,

Bahwa aku tetap menjadi aku

Siapakah aku?

Aku hanya manusia biasa

Yang ingin kita bahagia bersama

Ingin yang terbaik untuk diriku,

Untukmu,

Dan untuk dia

Lupakan aku

Aku akan tetap di sini menjadi aku,

Sahabat terbaikmu.

My Poem

I love making poem. Check this one out…

I’m fear something, something about you
I’m fear that you didn’t really mean your love for me
That you took it easy when we had to say good bye
That you don’t remember me as much as I do

I worry something, something about me
I worry that our stories were only my dreams
I worry that I messed everything up
I worry that I’m gonna regret my stupidity forever

Finally,
There’s something I want you to know
It’s my biggest fear
My biggest fear, about you and me

I’m scare that you don’t love me anymore,
As well as I do still love you,
As much as I remember you,
As well as you gave a light on my days

Wish everything will be like it used to be;
You, Me, us, just the two of us

I love you…

Notes: You may copy this poem to be given to your ex. It’s gonna work, I promise 🙂 Good luck – Riffa