Someday I’ll know…

The reason behind your attention in tiniest details of my life.

The reason behind your cute jealousy once or twice in our history.

The reason why you always listened to every word I ever said.

The reason why you always tried to comfort me.

Until finally… the reason why you suddenly walked out of my life.

 

You used to be my day.

You were the one I told everything I knew.

I knew you like you were a best friend.

But now… you are only somebody that I used to know.

Then again… someday I’ll know what turned us becoming strangers.

Someday I’ll know I was right or wrong.

 

Maybe I took you wrong.

Maybe you only wanted to become a good friend.

But maybe I was right…

Maybe it’s true that I did something wrong.

I did something which killed what you felt inside.

 

Many times have passed me by.

Sometimes I wish I could forget you like you never existed.

But most of the time… deep in my heart… I’m still wondering.

What if I never pushed you away everytime I was afraid?

What if I tried harder?

What if I never let you go?

But once again… someday I’ll know the answers for those questions.

 

I do always wish nothing but the best for you.

I will always remember you as somebody whom I used to love.

Maybe our path will never get crossed again.

Maybe we’ll find our own happily ever after with someone else.

Maybe I will never hear your voice,

Not either seeing your face no more.

But one thing for sure…

I do still believe that someday I’ll know…

Someday I’ll know what we used to have.

And someday, I’ll also know the reason why we never meant to be.