Have you ever had a very terrifying experience back in the past? That kind of past that makes you refuse just to think about it. You’ve shut down all the things and all memories related to it. You don’t bother to have a closure because you think it will only break your heart any deeper.
I’ve been there. Once. And I don’t want to ever go back there again.
But did yo know? No matter how hard you convince yourself that you’ve moved and that you’re doing just fine, a closure is still the only thing you need for yourself. It’s the only thing that can give you the greatest lesson you can take from your past.
So there I tried to find my closure of something that I have burried many years ago. It’s scary, of course. And apparently I was right; knowing the truth can be as terrifying! It’s like me reopened my own wound. But I was also right; I needed that closure to help me to make decision with my life right at this moment.
Saying hello to the past has helped me to relook at that time to seek what actually went wrong. Helped me to realize what I had left behind. On top of all that, it has helped me to learn from my own mistakes. It has finally stopped me from repeating the same mistakes all over again.
I know it takes courages to seek for closures, but so many other things in life do! We were all born scared to the world and we all cried the first time we saw the life outside the mothers’ wombs, but then it’s our own choices to be brave or keep all the fears inside.
Have courage to find your closure. And it’s okay if it makes you need to look back to the past just to search for your answer. At the end of the day, it’s your own presumptions that gradually kill you inside. Find your closures now! And no, it’s never too late to find it for yourself.
Find your closure, and you will find you.