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You May Want to Write This to Your Ex

Posted on: October 12, 2013

Dear Ex;

As much as you may feel deep inside your heart, once or twice in my life, I do still miss you. I still remember you when I hear our song, when I watch your favorite movie, when I dine in our memorable restaurant, and I still put a smile on my face everytime I remember the day where we first met.

My heart still feels warm everytime I remember every little thing you ever did to me. I still laugh a little bit everytime I remember the best jokes you ever told to me. Then sometimes when I miss you, I reread our old conversation and smile alone like an idiot.

However Ex… it doesn’t mean that I want you back. I know that I still write about you sometimes, but it doesn’t mean that I want you back. If I write about you, it’s solely to share the lesson I’ve learned from that broken ship.

Moving on from you was one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my entire life. So please, Ex… don’t text me just because you feel lonely. Don’t call me just because you don’t have anyone else to share your life with. And don’t go knocking on my door everytime your life is falling apart.

A few years back, you were the last one to know how deep I fell for you. Hence I guess that right now, you are still the last one to know that everytime you come by, I put my hopes up. But now you know, Ex… you know that my hopes will never happen.  I will never ever have my happy ending with you. Just so you know… you will only break my heart one more time.

Ex… please just let go and forget me so. Don’t compare me with that one girl who’s holding hands with you right know. She may not have something which I used to have, but always do remember… she has that one big thing I never had. She has that one big thing which made you chose her over me.

There may be some times in my future days where I still talk about you. The moments we shared together were too priceless to forget. So please… let me keep those sweet memories and don’t ruin this by being a jerk who come and go everytime you want to.

Finally, Ex… always put in your mind that you were the one who walked out of my life. You were the one who refused to fight for me harder than you did. So everytime you want me back, just remember your past reason to let me go. Always tell this to yourself… I was the girl that you no longer wanted.





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I’m not a funny person. I’m not good at mingle with random people. I’m fierce, I’m a straight-talker, I get annoyed easily, and I have this resting b face that makes me look angry all the times. I’m not that kind of person whom people would miss when I’m not around.
But you know what?
I’m okay with all that flaws I have in me. Nobody is perfect, and neither am I. At the same time; everyone on earth is special, and so am I.
I know my worth. I know what I’m very good at. I know what I want and I work hard to make it happen. I’m a go getter and I fight my battles. I’m not an angel, but I’m not a devil either.
I was born to be the very best of myself, and just because I don’t always have what others have, it doens’t make me less as a person inside out. I’m whole just the way I am, and I’m beyond grateful of all that. I know that my career has been a bit of trouble for my personal life. I admit that it feels like a loss to me sometimes, but you know what? I don’t feel sorry about all that, not a even just a little bit.
My career has given me a comfort bed to sleep, taken me to the places I’ve never seen, brought me to the incredible people who end up as my best friends, and most importantly, it has really made my parents proud. I can sleep tight at night knowing that at least, I can support my parents after their retirements.
The way I see it, there’s nothing bad about all that, so why should anybody in my position feel sorry and less proud about their own hard works?
Don’t let anybody make you feel less than who you are. Make yourself and your loved ones proud, and for me, the rest doesn’t matter at all.
Be great, women! Whatever you choose to do for your own life, be great at it and don’t feel sorry for anything good in your life! Happy International Women’s day and stay awesome! My life has been going great in the past one month. Incredibly busy, but I can’t be happier.
I work my new job during the weekdays and work on my own start-up all over the weekends. It’s tiring and consuming all my energies, but it never feels like a hard work somehow.
I meet many people who are super friendly, I get to work with new challenges that test me every single thing I’ve learned in my entire career, and at the same times, I still manage to pursue my lifetime dream! For the first time ever, I understand how it feels like to love what I do that I never have to work a day in my life.
God, thank YOU for all these blessings! I often said I couldn’t ask for more, yet again, You gave me more and more reasons to be thankful over and over. I’m beyond blessed! Alhamdulillah.

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